finally ive setlled down to blog. i dont usually blog in hall maybe cos i dont really feel like i have my personal space over there even when im alone. maybe also cos it doesnt feel like home in there.

i simply have no motivation to do schoolwork i have no idea y. when im not dancing im lepaking or sleeping. ARGH im one big fat lazy girl. ):

been asking myself lately wads my priority in nus. issit studying? or do i want a more fulfilling life n pack my life with lotsa activities?? i quitted guilly this sem, still have no idea if it's a correct choice. yesh, i love guilly n yewjoe. volunteering has always been my passion too. hais, if only i wont get tempted to get involve in all the dance comps/performances n stuff. i even agreed to matt's marraige proposal. my affair thinks im killing myself. ):

maybe to some people my commitments aint that many after all. but for me it's the first time i have to juggle so many thigns at the same time. i really want to have a good CAPS. i really want to be a good dancer. i really want to be a committed volunteer. i want to spend more time with my family, friends n bf.

argh, reached home in the evening n the first thing i did was SLEEP, 2nd was to blog. wow, how constructive.

but of course i have a great time with my fellow blastards! like battling (something like in you've got served) at MOS? MOS, mind you, those grinding/dirty dancing people were all like staring at us. but who cares, we're attention seekers. (:

sidetrack: it is real nice to see ur loved one first thing in the morning (: n yesh, m super duper in loooovvvveee now. argh god knows wad happened to us this sem, cos we couldnt get enough of each other n have to see each other everyday (: loves talking to u about everything in the world. n the ppt was real sweeet. LOVESS just spending time with u (: